Lost within your Soul

I sit here and think about the past, instead of the future. Where I was, instead of where I can go. I look up at the pale moonlight wondering what you have plan for me. But I can't shake the feeling of how much you've impacted my life, in more than one occasion. When I close my eyes all I can see is you. You always know how to brighten my days with your warm and beautiful smile. I cry when I see your face because of what you've been through for me and everyone else. You always listen when I need to express my feelings. Anytime of the day, night, morning, afternoon, and midnight. I know you'll always be there for me, to make me smile and or laugh when I'm lost. When I speak and or whisper your name, I feel your soul. Like I'm lost in a trance, that I have no issue in following. I know I have strange life and past. But I was and still am that righteous and patience person that my family raised me to become and helped mold me into. I dont ask much from you. But just two major request. And that is...God, please watch over and protect the ones I love and cherish the most with all my heart. And even the ones that are not most precious to me, protect them and watch over them. You are almighty and merciful God. ILY. GB and GN

Soul Music

There are many ways to get to someones Soul. But its never easy to do that. We try and try to get into there Soul by doing different things, saying different things, and showing different things. To me I believe to get into someones Soul without forcing and trying hard. You just simply "Sing". Let me say this again..."Sing". When your singing from the heart, its communicates to another persons Soul. People sing because they know it will reach and be close to your home and heart. To be honest I only sing when I wanna communicate my true feelings, so your Soul knows that this is real. If mine and your voice can sing and it makes you smile and cry, then both our songs can only be called "Soul Music". I may not sing like there artist out there, but when I sing...I know you will smile because my voice and my soul makes you feel warm and fuzzy. So if you wanna get to someones Soul and see how they feel about you, Sing! Now do you see why voices are meant to be heard instead of hiding it. For me, I should say the same thing but I only chose a select few to hear my voice through music because I believe they deserve it and also because I want them to know. The songs I sing, comes from my heart and soul so you know its real. So stop trying to find and or try to get to someones Soul the hard way. Sing to them and all should be clear. Sing to the ones you care about and see if you've have touched there Soul through Music. If that works, then you picked the right Soul to sing too. But also, see if they can do the same back because 2 Souls needs to communicate instead of 1. I hope my singing reached to your Soul instead of your Heart. Now go on world...SING THAT SOUL MUSIC!!!

"ILY"

We know how to throw the word around. We use it to get out of trouble. We share it with the ones we truly care about. We say it to our Lord. Yeah, everyone knows this line "I LOVE YOU". These words were suppose be precious to the ones we love. But now and days, we use it for everything but what it was intented for. ILY shows smile, caring, passion, hope, faith, power, tears, and partnership. I use those words with the fullest of my heart because your heart is right. You wouldn't LOVE your parent(s) because your brain tells you do. You feel it and you say it, I LOVE YOU! I've heard those words a lot this year. And I said it as well but comin from me. I wasn't afraid to express it and or hide it, like it was forbidden for me to share I LOVE YOU. We using that word, you have to understand what the meaning of that is, doesn't mean look it up. Look at your parent(s) and you can see and feel what it means to love someone and yourself. I sit back and think did my words stray you away or was it that you rather hide it and keep it on the hush. I will never know unless you talk. But ILY MD and that won't change even if your not with and or next to me. Just when you use the "ILY" card, make sure you know what your planning to do next. Only you can pick and choose your path through your own heart and mind. So you said, "ILY" to me and didn't mean it from the heart...oh well. I get it. So for anyone who's been hit or thrown this "ILY" word around. "PLEASE USE THAT WORD WISELY" because you can make a scar become a life time mark of pain and hurt. But if you do, only you can heal it with saying and doing what your saying out of your mouth. "I LOVE YOU". So on that note, Fire and Ice make people say things without thinking. But I know you, IMMD2 and when it comes down to it. I will not treat you like a chick on the corner and say and do things that a women should ever feel or go through. So lady and gents. TREAT YOUR PARTNER RIGHT...OR BE THE BIGGER AND BETTER PERSON AND LET THEM BE HAPPY WITH SOMEONE WHO CAN MAKE THEM HAPPY OR HAPPIER. So to the people who reads this, your boy Devon Michael "MeccA" Moore will NEVER give up and or lose hope and or faith. Because I don't give it, I fight for what I believe in and do. No Regrets. (3 seals broke...tonight). Majin is free, until other wise. ILY MDNS, best believe that. Yes......yes I did just do that. Bring them back with you.

"Paused"

People always put there life on "pause" when things isn't looking right. I know, I've done to myself before because it was waiting for a change. Then I realized, why must I do that. It wasn't on "pause" before, why now. Then I realized it wasn't on "pause", I was just nervous. I was nervous of the fact, that I wasn't going to progress from the spot "I" placed myself at. Its alright to be nervous from time to time. Just don't let it keep you away from moving forward in life. Now I see that for myself, I just can't be always on "pause" when things change and or not move. I just have to stand UP and push myself to move forward. You should too. So push that "paused" button and hit "play". Your time will come, when all the pieces come together in life. Just "smile" =)

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Who am I!?

Who am I huh...!? I am a different type of human. I am someone who came from a unique bloodline. When I get mad, the ring around my eyes turn bright blue. I can expand my ribs to crack. I will become powerful for my family and friends who need my help. I will never give up, even when its impossible. I will stand up for the people I love and care about. I care for others more than they care for me. I bring happiness and smiles to people who are down. I help others, when I can't even help my own self. I don't turn head on new people. I welcome any and all different type of races. I listen to any or all music that helps lift up my spirit. I don't judge people because of how they act and or do things. I can calm your pain, when you can't do it yourself. I will open up my ear, so I can hear everything. I will open up my heart to you. But I will not let you hurt and or break my spirit and my soul for your own personal gain. When you try to, just know the that these brown eyes won't be brown for long. Because I am, who I am. The King of the K.P. Members!! Now ask me again....Who am I!?